Underrated song from the album

My self-portrait, Shows a man that the wealth tortured,
Self absorbed with his own self, Forfeit a shelf full of awards,
Worshipping the war ships that set sail on my sea of life,
The way I see my own self and wonder if we still see a light,
We was tight, Seeing lights, Speaking right and breathing life,
Now I see my demons and barely even sleep at night